I make my own path

Sunday, November 7, 2010

6th November 2010

Today was our 31st day knowing each other, it's finally one month. Since the day I sent you that random text, I have never stopped texting you. In just one night, you broke through the bubble that protects me and changed my life forever.
Since then, I try to call you every single day because I am afraid of losing you, I feel that if we don't talk for one night, I will lose everything and it will be just another dream. No matter how tired I am, how much homework I have, how much I need to study for my exam, I will always make an effort to save time to call you. We talk about the most randomest thing, but most of the time is just silence, because we are always falling asleep. Despite of that, you will always listen to my boring complaints, my whining, my bedtime story, everything I say. You always pick up my calls no matter how tired you are or how late it is.
I realized now that calling you everyday may be a little overboard, if I were you, I would be annoyed, since I am interrupting your sleeping time. I think calling you everyday not only has an influence on my physical health, it also affects my school and daily life. Most of all, it affects you.
I will stop myself from doing such a silly thing, I will test my patience, test our friendship. If we are truly meant to be friends, there's no need for me to call everyday. This will be a challenge for me.  
I will fight my willpower to call you everyday,instead I will call you every second day, because I believe in us.
你就是我的阳光和氧气,没有你我就活不下去,虽然这样我也要学会怎样过没有你的生活。

我们的友谊是永远的。

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