I couldn't wake up early today because I had a hard time falling asleep yesterday. I tried watching dramas to make myself go to sleep but I didn't end up going to sleep till 2am. In the morning, Joseph told me that he asked her friend out, and that she cried the whole night. I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to comfort her at all. I hate it when I am so useless, it makes me want to punch myself.
It was just another tiring school day, except I had an English test today and I don't think I did that well. I practically bullshit the whole test. LOL!
Just another sunny day, and everyone doesn't seem connected anymore, we used to laugh and sit together in a huge group near the lockers. Now it has changed, it's different now. Everyone has changed in their own little ways, made themselves different so they can fit in, and adapt to this strange world.
Food and Hospitality was relaxing because I cooked an easy dish and I still failed! I BURNED MY RICE!?! Can you believe that an Asian can't cook rice and actually burned it? Fail whale. T___T
I don't know what keeps me alive, is it the friends that I see everyday, to see what my future job is?, to travel around the world with my friend? What do I live for?
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